feeling angry every minute of the day

November 4, 2007

i am angry at myself and everyone else.  the whole world.

getting frustrated for every single small thing.

i am angry that i didnt get good grades in uni for me to get hired to good jobs.

i am angry that ppl dont reply me for the thankyou notes i sent.

i am angry that i didnt pass my first two BTT.

i am angry that i am angry.

i doubt anyone will understand.

anger… losing my temper

so very tired and losing confidence

October 25, 2007

felt so unhealthy

October 21, 2007

body is aching especially my shoulders and neck area. must be due to lack of exercise and the many many hours before the com.

going to sign up for gym at cc later. hopefully get to a run.

bawled all becuz of a phrase …

October 16, 2007

do u know which phrase?

i know why i am so frustrated

October 5, 2007

my father is just so uncouth. it is irritating and vexing when he speaks in that excited loud “i am the king and they are nothing tone”

concern from all around

September 28, 2007

broke the news to a few good friends, and they showed concern. so nice of them.

the worse part is over, now it is dealing with the reality.

let’s have some hope and faith.

why am i so blur during menses time?

September 27, 2007

shumie always do stunts during menses period. last month didnt go for btt. this month:

1. forget to bring hp

2. left laptop and umbrella back in class

3. didnt bring laptop battery nor adapter.so basically i carried a damn heavy empty laptop to and fro and everywhere ! around school. feel so stupid

i dont understand why this always happen when i have menses.

so angry that i cannot get simple things done.

so useless.

oh no… poo’s a geek

September 26, 2007

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?

You would fall for the geek. If you’re looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there’s nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he’ll make up for it in brains and heart.
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no strength to carry on

September 25, 2007

sick. too sick. sleepy. no mood to study. despite all the malay book i have, there is no mood.

test is 2 days away.

shumie, depend on urself ok?

i wish i am stronger

September 23, 2007

well wishes stream in when the clock strikes 12.

but the ………………..  mind is somewhere else.

the house is carrying out normal activities under a hood of strangeness.


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